Day 110 Psalms 39:1-5
Psalm 39:1 To the Chief Musician. To Jeduthun. A Psalm of David. I said, “I will guard my ways, Lest I sin with my tongue; I will restrain my mouth with a muzzle, While the wicked are before me.”
Oh God, my intention was not to speak when I was around that person. They had shown themselves sinful in the past and I did not want to sin as I was around them. I was planning not to say a thing. I was very careful. I knew how evil they were, and I was not going to join in their wickedness or give them any opportunity to use my words in an evil way.
Psalm 39 2 I was mute with silence, I held my peace even from good; And my sorrow was stirred up. 3My heart was hot within me; While I was musing, the fire burned. Then I spoke with my tongue:
I did not speak for a little while. I was quiet and did not say anything, even anything good. But the longer I kept silent, the more I was saddened at what was going on. Like Moses who grew angry and struck the rock because of the people’s sin, so, O God, my King, I let their evil stir me to be foolish. The fire burned within me, and I failed to control it so I spoke and I said things I should not say in the heat of the moment.
Psalm 39:4 “LORD, make me to know my end, And what is the measure of my days, That I may know how frail I am. 5Indeed, You have made my days as handbreadths, And my age is as nothing before You; Certainly every man at his best state is but vapor. Selah.
Lord Jesus, help me to see that I am just a man. I think I am so strong and in control, but truly I am not as strong as I think I am. I cannot even control my tongue. Indeed, no one truly can perfectly control the tongue, except for You. James 3:2 says, “For we all stumble in many things. If anyone does not stumble in word, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle the whole body.” Proverbs 10:19 also reminds me, “In the multitude of words sin is not lacking, But he who restrains his lips is wise.”
Lord, forgive my pride when I would think more highly of myself than I ought to think. I am just a sinner saved by Your grace. I live constantly as a dependent on Your mercy, love, and help, by the indwelling presence of Your Holy Spirit. Lord, if You did not go with me I could not stand.
Help me to continue to trust You alone for forgiveness, mercy, and grace.
In Jesus’ name. Amen